My choice

I choose to recover
I choose to see
I choose to live
incredibly

I choose to hear
I choose to cry
I choose to sing
no more goodbyes

I choose your way
I choose your path
I choose your life
mine will pass

I choose to love
I choose to try
I choose to push
I will fight

I choose to forgive
I choose to let go
I choose to listen
to the strength inside me

Interesting

It still astounds me how you make me feel
It bothers me, that this could be real
I tried to bend and understand
How could you treat me less than a friend?
It aches inside when I see your face,
I try not to be cruel in return to your hurt,
But it destroys me to be treated like dirt
Arising from ashes – padding the fall
Someone was there, and I was surprised at it all.

No Good

In my past I thought you were the one
Down a path you lead me wrong
It hurts to say, but I see the truth –
You lied to me, and now I must recoup

I think about you often, on days like this
I knew so much better, and yet I chose this
So mad at myself for letting you in
Now what I do to keep away from the sin

You lied to me remember?
You said there was love –
Unfortunate that the memory of you still last
It haunts me, and creeps up from my past

I want you gone, and the memory of you erased
You were no good – and yet still you remain
A strong memory – that is no good for me
It hurts to know that it will never leave

How will I explain to anyone else?
When will you be the thought on the shelf
Quickly forgotten, that’s what I want you to be
You took so much that I cannot relieve

In my past I thought you were the one
Down a path, you lead me wrong
It hurts to say, but I see the truth
You lied to me, and now I must recoup

flame to the fire

So very sick

So very tired

So very humiliated

Want to add flame to the fire?

Tired of having to explain

Tired of being explained…

When will it be ok?

I keep asking myself… when will it be ok?

Will the drama ever end?

When will the lights, light up again…

I have lost my sparkle, my flair for life

A human took it, and I let them have that right

Who are you to question my rights and my wrongs

Who are you to judge when I fight

When will lights, light up the night

So very sick

So very tired

I am humiliated

Please don’t add flame to my fire…

The Song Within

The song within, will sing loud and clear...