days of negativity

Those days when I feel like a failure, I turn to you my loving God.
Those days when not one person utters the truth, you whisper in my ear.
Those days when the overwhelming staus of life is all but defeating, you lift me up.
Those days when I am weary of the climb you bring me and show me the beauty of where I stand.
I am scared dear Lord of all my failure, scared of what I do not know.
How can I serve you only, when I am the only thing I know.

Those days when my humaness is blatant, your forgiveness rains supreme.
Those days when I feel awkward, you show my hearts reflection.
Those days when I am uncertain, you take the time to spend - on a wayward girl who keeps trying... even when it feels like there's no end.
Those days when I am mistunderstood, you love the person I am.
It still frightens me the truth... the truth I don't understand.
How can I help the needs of others, when I can barely help my own?

Those days when I forget to thank you, you always make the sun shine again.
Those days when people don't like me, you tell me to be still.
Those days when life feels unprecious, you remind me the urgency of time.
Those days when I can't let go, you take time to work with me.
While it still frightens me, while I cannot understand
The truth of your promise remains with me - I must take time to try again.
You are my answer, my truth, my life...
I will trust you always - even when I think I'm right.